sinking

time and again, you have this sinking feeling.
that you am not up to par with what is expected of you.
that you am flailing with no sight of a lifebouy.

in whatever it is that we do, validation that what we are doing is right and is appreciated goes a long way.
some see compensation as enough for that. others, appreciate an occasional, “good job” when you are doing right, and some expressed concern if things aren’t going as expected. in short, taking the time to talk to people makes them feel they are appreciated, that they are still important and recognized as contributing members.

it is sometimes sad when only the people you directly work with truly appreciate the work that you do.
and if they are the only ones that are making you stay.